Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. –Proverbs 3:5-6

One Woman’s Brave Journey..

I was scared because my first psychotic break, which was triggered by a great amount of stress, caused delusions that were connected to my faith. The term for that perhaps, is Delusions of Grandeur, since I believed that my youngest son was the new coming of Jesus Christ.

All of my thoughts were faith-based and were looked at with an evil or good (heavenly) respect. All of my decisions in absolutely every aspect of my life were contemplated as if my life depended on the answer. I counted syllables on my fingers because if my sentence ended in the wrong number of syllables, (such as a six), I could be led down the wrong path of evil.

I trusted God to never give me more than I could handle. And I trusted Him to guide my path. But my mind broke under the pressure.

What I didn’t know was that God was truly lifting me, and holding me up during this time. .

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